Not many people have seen me cry
It’s something that happened
Something that’s there
But not often enough to notice

Until now, your voice has calmed me down
Yet, I also go hyper when I hear it
It cheers me up when I’m down
It’s my hope and my own little heaven in some sorts

You calm me down
Yet I’m all hyper and happy around you
You cheer me up when I’m down
You’re my hope, even thought we actually didn’t meet yet

But this time it finely happened
I couldn’t hold the tears back
All those years of suffering and being sad
Of feeling the pain of losing someone dear again


I just have to tell you I give up
I can’t handle this anymore
It’s just too much for me
So I will leave

It’s just not fair
Why won’t our suffering stop
What did we do wrong
What has she done to deserve this

You see me cry outside
People don’t seem to notice me
And if they do
They wouldn’t bother

You ask me I I’m all right and I try to smile
The smile shows up and I say ‘yes’
But even thought I said this
You just don’t believe me, do you?

It’s just not fair
Why won’t our suffering stop
What did we do wrong
What has she done to deserve this

You say that,
Even though I’m crying now,
I’m still a strong girl
Do you truly mean that?

Without actually noticing it myself I just hug you
I thank you for showing me that you care for me,
For being there for me, even though we don’t know each other well
You’re still like an angel in my eyes

It’s just not fair
Why won’t our suffering stop
What did we do wrong
What has she done to deserve this

The crying hasn’t truly stopped yet
But I do feel better
I won’t let you go
Just not yet
I feel save now
Please don’t take that feeling away from me